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The Girl. : NurFarhana Bte Abu Talib17/Malay... 12-sep93 was her first tears...Schooling in this Fucking Fun ITE CCk ITE..

The Boy : Muhammad Samsuri Bin Johari..18/mly.... 16/feb/92 was my first tears.....Schooling in this school ITE CENTRAL Macpherson...

The Merge.. 06/01/09... 619..

This Moment, we were really very lucky because we can accept each other very easy...
 i just dun feel its wrong to give u a chance...
So i actually make love with you, we were deeply in love.. Very happy to be together, love to msg ard, call ard... u even Take oppurtunity to get a chance to use ur Sis Hp, Mum Hp, Dad Hp to contact me when ur bill is high... :DD

I still remember the day...
when you gently took my hand.
My little heart was pumping,
and no one could understand


I still remember the moment when we were in the phone.. :D
 You were someone who used to be shy, dun know wat to talk abt n dun know how to continue a conversation...
and i tried to get the conversation on and on because simply.. I love talking with you even u didnt talk tat much... I admire You fer wat u have in urself.. :D I respect you as u respect urself n i love you how you love yourself...

Well..! i got to agree tat, sumtimes i just get irritated by ur attitudes. ;) but... I wouldnt mind if u didnt want to change... :D U have the rites to behave u like...
*=- You Were Just AMAZING just the way YOU are-=*
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Im SORRY... ~

                 

Im so sorry to make u jealous..

Im sorry to make ur trust towards me broken into pieces..

Im saying this rite frm my heart...

Im very serious wif u..

I will change in any form as u want me to be.. :(

I wouldnt hurt u any more...

I wouldnt entertain any other gal wifout neccesary purpose...

I promise to do n perform my words as much as i can n the best i can.. INsyakAllah.. :)

My WordS 4 You!!~

Why am I so stupid to search a true love all over the world,

When it's Standing rite infront the door of my heart..

Our love will last till the end of time b'coz its so true..

And NurFarhana Bte Abu Talib...

All i want is You... :DD 

Eventhoh We gone troh up and down... U will always in my heart... :DD For all the harsh-pamper, cries-laugh, angry-love, sulk-miss...

 It keep us more understanding of each other... As i said once in the past, I want to know u better, well!! look at where we are now.. :DD

Fer all the hurts i really didnt mean to do tat with all my hearts..

Thanks fer the chances... :) i really appreciate it now, im sorry if its a late appreciation..

Im so sorry to take the chances as advantage instead of taking it as oppurtunity fer me to make up 4 wat i have done..

I love to be pinch by you, to be smack by you... :DD I love everything we have done and fer all we have gone troh and the time spent together.. :DD

There's a time.. I was awaken by this situation when i dream nitemare of you almost everynite.. and that nitemares make me appreciate that u are still here wif me.. :')

I get the feel of Deeply hurts.. :)

I get to feel of being trash...

I get to feel of being left out...

I get to feel of being not accepted... But... I really appreciate fer wat u have done.. :DD

U awake me fer wat i have done towards you...

I treasure You so much ..

Igt tk u kater nakmu hrpkn sgt pat u.?

Tp i btl3 tknk ayang tglkn i, as time goes by i mcm preparing to face the negative things...

Tp i sedar, i tk sanggup hadapi nyer.. i btl3 Sayangkn u...

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12-9-10

Here I am With Sleepy eyes wishing YOU
Happy Birthday!!!

It's your Bdae ayang... :) Im so glad U were born... Happiness Shared, sweet memories craved and Loves that shaped.. :D

you have given me so much--supported me, encouraged me,
cared for me...

I celebrate your wonderful self!
gentle inner glow,

that you so freely use to warm my life,
your birthday is as much a celebration for me as it is for you, maybe more,
and I wish for you the best of birthdays,
the best one ever.

Happy Birthday Sayang!!! Happy 17th birthday sayang... Hrp2 ayang bersukaria dgn family ayang n kwn2 ayang.. =) Sorrylah kalo im the third.. :'( Im sorry i lmbt... kecewa i ayang, i tk dpt 1st.. :"(
hehex.. b tau ayang bergurau jer kn..?? :)

Alhamdulilah dikurniakn Ibu Bapa seorang anak yg mulia akhlak nye, sopan santun, cute, cantek...
And Alhamdulilah dikurniakn i SEorang kekasih Yang penyabar, Chomel, Manis, Baek Hati..
Alhamdullillah..

** I hope you will always be as happy as you made me**

Twitter Background 081208-Frist Time We Known Each Other Through Message.171208-Frist Time Met(Accompany Ayang Beli Kasut&Bowling)060109-The Love Story Being!100209-We Not Able To Adapt With Each Other Way& We Back To Square Root One! ):060309-The Love Brings Us Back Again Together& Our 2nd Monthsary!:DD060409-Our 3rd Mothsary!:DD060509-We Let Our 4th Monthsary Gone Due To A Mistake Done...290509-mie agi b another 2nd cahnce Fer 2nd timeChance .060609-Our 5th Monthsary!:DD060709-061009- End of Relationship.. Gone floating all over around in separate ways...061109- We get together again n Thats our 10month!061209- 11months!Around Between 060110-060210 - A sad moment for b and the worse thing tat had happened to you done by b.. B trash ayang bcoz of mrajok dgn ayang nye attitude yg hack care despite chances b agi to ayang, to improve urself and also ayang interprate it wrongly : tot b tk accept ayang as who ayang was.. ):On the time b tk dpt words to describe aper niat bie..."Memang kte tercipta dgn seadenye, tp attitude boleh diubah.. Bie expect ayang to change to be some1 yg lebih understanding and caring and loving bie.. its okae kalo ayang tk treasure bie mcm mane bie treasure ayang atau tk brape dlm ayng cintakn bie... Tp, (i Feel Left out) PM: Walaupun bie tk msg ayang brape bnyk, U are always in my mind..Bie having hard times tat time... Arwah Mak bie saket, bie kdg kala jaga baby, ayang fer that moment of time, bie cumer nk support dari ayang, bie expect more concern frm ayang.. Tapi, mungkin ayang tumpukn perhatian ayang kepada perlajaran dn sekolah aru masuk..ON the 060209 - I receive a msg "Todae is 060210 its a day where a girl & a guy celebrate their 1yr 1month.The miscommunication, the break and patch and the problems they face make them love,care and miss each other even more.Thankz bie 4 the long relationship.Apologize 4 not always able to celebrate it with you"Di Saat itu pada pukul 3.15pm... Arwah Mak bie aru meninggal dunia.. Bie baru nk inform ayang..Bie sedih mase tu ayang... There's once bie mengadu kat ayang.. bie ader problems.. bie hrp ayang fhmkn bie tp ayang ckp..(YOU igt you sorang ader problem?!??) PAde pertengahan bie jage arwah mak bie, bie teringin sangat jumpe ayang setelah dh lame kte tk jumper..Dn bie jugak tknk ayang rase jemu pat bie, jadi ayang curahkn perhatian bie terhadap ayang jugak.. *hope u can flash some memories there* Pade 160210- Birthday bie... Bie dapat present yg paling bermakne! baju kemeja tu Dan ----! kalo ayang igt...benda tu bie bawa dgn bie kemane bie pergi... :)Bie tersedar yg bertapa zalimnye bie telah menghancurkn hati ayang..Tapi ayang kena igt.. Ayang sorang ke hati hancur?walau bagai mane pun, bie tetap sayangkn ayang..*MArah-Marah Sayang*Kadang kala terluka kadang kala terubat rindu..Percintaan kte kadang2 terpias kotoran, tetapi sejujurnye bie bersihknnye secepat mungkin.. ;) 260210- There's Something happened! TOP SECRET!! ;) From 260210 - There's alot of things happened until we two lost count and cant remember all-bukan tkleh tp kena rewind sikit b4 play back the memories.. ;) Things we do, such as Go picnik, Go amam pat luar lunch uncountable lunch... here and there.. ;)twice the dinner but now thirce.. Dipertengah April.. Ader perkare yg sulit, 100% X 100% + (100% X 2) menyesal menerimanye.. That pat yg paling irritating.. Orang dh kater tknk, tu tknk lah. lagi nk bobal dgn you...abeh miang, tertgk2 org... org pat blakang- tertoleh2, tersengeh2.. nk duduk tepi org.. ajak gi sane sini.. mrajok2.. Make me look very bad infront of my classmate..Org ckp tknk3 lyn dier, WAH! Complain pat kwn2 dier..dah gitu takpe.. i tlg dier, dier ckp pasal kwn lamer dier lah per larh i tlg sbb simpati..Biler senang dgn lelaki laen.. wah tk heran dgn org lah tu, dier kwn2 dier sampai terpias pat classmate laen mcm, it me left out, pandang hina pat i... Di saat itu, " I was looked down by others, you LUDAH pat i"Di saat2 itu, people push me down and i lift myself up. (all alone)Mess created By 3, I clean it up myself... Look where i am. thx fer everything u two... :DD 310609 nite -020709 afternoon, i was warded in the hospital.. I dun want to say much.. ;) 030709 - The first time i kuar dgn girl at nite at town.. ;) very memory... a nite that alot of things happen. ;)london girl mata sakit dgn boi aru baek sakit mit.. ;)*u r my brother u are my sis*~ And at the mrt u held me tite stading, hugging me till u sleep on my shoulder..city hall till jurong east felt so near for a moment. :) 090810 _ we celebrate national dae together!! yeah!!! :DD NC16!! ;) *winks* 310910 - we mit again but this time i cant really remember why.. (boleh gitu ehk)Tp i remember this bcoz u slept on my shoulder tat nite in the mrt..Ouh yar.. we had Our 2nd dinner..tp why sia.?? u know? I know we eat at same place.. KFC!! Its finger licking good.!! Mcm You! hahaha.. :) JK 050810 - I jumper u after u go gym after school.. berpeluh! foo..~ i lioke.. hehex.. :))Some M18 happened.. But the people there PG..;) 060810 - 1yr 7months.. (yg tk jadi)tapi.... U muler sygkn i alek n cintakn i alek.. :) so grate ful that time... Tp brape hari lagi.. i kena bloody fool.. 070810 - Blajar pat Vista8! very swit blajar.. ;) 090810 - as mention above.. :D In between... woh.. Hancur berderai.. berkecai.. ;) Tapi im cleaning up mess.. :DD 060910 - 1yr 8months annivesary...Ur msg "Although there is a lot of agurement, misuderstanding, heartpains, revange, acuse and disagreement here and there. Hopefully this pacth up and the downs that we face make us more matured, more open, more understanding and last much longer.. OR FOREVER with each other.. :DD And the story continue.. :DD PM: I just want you to know that im serious with you.. with my whole heart.. tp Ader lah jugak gerimis.. :DD hrp2 u leh lah tlg i.. joget same2 dlm hujan... :DD MAri kte teruskn PErhubungan kte dgn penuh perfahaman,, :D BIe SA...~YANG! Ayang.. :DD MU...AHX!! (The found Past blog) Unfadeable memories 

Well.., As u ask me so many times why u i love... :DD i have found some words to explain that... :DD

First... Theres many Girls out there, I try to win one of their hearts,
but all i get to came across is some false love n admiring,
girls admire me for my sweetness of rearrange words,
girls have me as their shoulder to cry on and share problems...

BUT... There a Girl, Admiring me and trying to win my heart...
And i just dun get that message of her trying her best..
The girl who have gone trough alot wif me.. :D
A shoulder of mine to cry on...
:) A girl that i place my hurt heart on her care..
And she heal it...
She is just dffrt, stand strong waiting fer the day i would have her as my partner..
I admit i have been fllirting wif girls in the past but, not really my intension to flirt but to help those hurt hearts...
BUT this Girl help me heal my heart while im healing others,
She have been understading wat i have been saying....

And open my heart of giving her a chance to prove,
prove love is beautifull...
A girl that appreaciate my effort for her...
:D a girl that love me fer who am i...
A girl that trying to improve herself eac dae goes by...
Im so happy to be wif her n mitting her...
Hours is like seconds.. :DD
20 mrt stations is like 1 station away...
A girl that give my strengh to go futher n stay stronger..

I got to admit, I lOve Her SO MUCH!!!
I just DUn wanna to let HEr Go!...
Give sum space,?? OKAE! :D
But I hope U DUN BEHAVE LIKE HELL n try to fade our love.. ;)
B'coz.. i would like to strt a new chapther wif u...
officially.. 19-09-10.. WE strt anew.. :DD

NOW i realise... True love waiting infront of my heart all along..:DD i open the door n let u in.. :DD lets do THIS!!! I LOVE YOU!!! :)